Practitioners always reflect on life’s view of death, but for the living, the heart of death is always a distant proposition, but when I woke up from death again, I suddenly understood how urgent it was.
I have to have a baby. I can’t let my parents lose hope, and I can’t let the Lins break the incense. Even if it’s an excuse, even if it’s an excuse, I can’t take care of it. I don’t care about those nonsense conclusions. I am the only child in the Lins’ generation. I must first ensure that my family has descendants and that the Lins’ blood will continue.
Filial piety has three grandfathers and sons, and he has hope; Dad has a son and he has hope; And me … What do I have? What do I have but narcissism and loyalty to love? It’s been 600 years since the ancestors of the Lins. Although the family has risen and fallen, that’s the number of days. But when there is a boy left in the Lins’ family, that’s my mission. If I fucking ink, I’m the Lins’ sinner!
At this time, I suddenly remembered three stories that my grandfather often told me when I was a child.
He said that there was a pair of brothers who fled with their families when they were in chaos. My brother said that the Mu family in the north was said to be more virtuous and we should go to his brother, but it was wrong. I heard that they should be together when they were in prosperity, but they should be separated when they were in troubled times. It is still unclear who will win or lose in the present chaos. We should separate them. You should take your family north and I will take my family south, so that even if one family is destroyed, the remaining family can continue the ancestry.
The second story is the story of Uncle Sun Tong, a literate scholar in the Han Dynasty. Grandpa said that this man came to Chen Sheng, a doctor of the Qin Dynasty. After the uprising in Wu Guang, he wrote to Azuma Tani that the war was raging and Qin Ershi made people inquire about the news. When the man came back, he truthfully reported that Emperor II was furious and almost killed the man. Uncle Sun Tong quickly changed his mind and said that the East was just a few thieves, so he was not afraid of Emperor II. Therefore, he was greatly promoted to an official position and gave him a lot of gold and silk. Uncle Sun Tong gave these things to his colleagues and scolded him and then escaped from Xianyang.
In a few years, he changed several masters and finally came to Liu Bang as a small official. After the establishment of the Han Dynasty, the state order was chaotic, so he asked for court etiquette. Liu Bang agreed, so he went to Shandong to recruit a famous Confucian scholar, and he went west to Chang’ an to make court ceremonies.
There are two Confucian scholars who don’t want to satirize Uncle Suntong and say that you serve the monarch for not twenty. This virtue can only be imagined. At present, there is chaos, bones are everywhere, orphans and widows are crying, and the so-called etiquette formulation will take hundreds of years to form a virtue. We don’t have the heart to do anything nasty with you. Your old man should hurry.
Uncle Suntong told his brothers with a smile that this is a vulgar Confucianism, so he recruited more than 40 Confucian scholars to the west to formulate the courtiers, and thus became a Confucian Sect in the Han Dynasty, and entered the Confucian Temple to worship the saints.
The third is the story of Chahar Mongolian Dayan Khan. Genghis Khan’s gold family has been declining since the demise of the Yuan Dynasty. Mongolian ministries fought for the position of Khan and attacked each other. Later, the whole gold family left a little boy named Marco Jin Batu Munk. At that time, his aunt’s former Khan widow, Man Duhai, refused it. The Mongolian aristocrat proposed to hide the child and raised him. Six years later, he was promoted to the throne of Mongolian Khan and honored him as Chahar Mongolian Dayan Khan and married the child.
At the age of six, Dayan Khan succeeded to the throne at the age of sixteen. After more than 30 years, Chahar was turned into the patriarch of Mongolia, and Mongolia restored the glory of the gold family. He gave birth to eleven children and revived his family. Up to now, most of the descendants of the Mongolian grassland gold family are his descendants.
Grandpa has told me these three stories many times since I was a child, and they are told in this order every time. It is precisely because of these three stories that I have developed a strong interest in history, and watching history has become my great hobby since then.
Now it seems that grandpa didn’t just let me learn knowledge, he taught me these three stories because he knew what I would face.
The first story is about continuing wisdom, the second story is about changing wisdom, and the third story is about telling me that children mean hope.
I was so restless and excited that I couldn’t sit still. I struggled to get up and slowly walked to the window and opened it to look at the stars. It was very clean here, and there were not so many neon night shadows disturbing the stars, far more than in the city.
I suddenly miss my grandfather and want to go back to childhood and continue to lie under the covers and listen to his stories. Grandpa has cultivated me for more than ten years to leave a hope for the Lins.
But what about me?
I’ve never been so eager to have a baby as I am now, but … Will it take me so long to give it to the Lins?
I took out my cell phone and wanted to call the senior sister. I hesitated and finally gave up. I was closing this meeting, so my brother-in-law’s hard work would have been wasted for so long and his efforts would have been wasted.
Having children aside in advance saved Ye Huan first, and then I wiped my tears and looked at the day. "Grandpa, don’t worry, I will have a child and let the za Lins have a successor! You bless me so that I can successfully learn the spell to save Ye Huan, and then I will … give birth to your great-grandchildren! "
At this time, a brother-in-law voice came from outside. "Did Lin Zhuo have a situation just now?"
I calmed down for an emotional window and walked to the door. "My brother-in-law just swallowed the first dark spell."
"bite back?" Brother-in-law was silent for a moment. "Then how did you deal with it?"
"I tried the second dark spell and finally solved it."
"Close enough" brother-in-law paused. "This thing is not normal. Come out to the room first."
I opened the door and followed him to the room. His door was locked behind me.
"Lin Zhuo, tell your brother-in-law the truth. What is the price of learning this pair of music?" He looked at me seriously.
"No … nothing …" I smile.
"I understand that it’s a secret, and the less people know it, the better," he looked at me. "But you can’t hide it from me, and you shouldn’t. I guessed from the time we met that I didn’t want to tell it, but now you have to tell me the truth, because it’s like continuing to cultivate great things!"
I bowed my head and was silent for a moment. "My sister said that people who learn to have six spirits and two arrays will experience an apocalypse once every two years, and there is almost no hope of survival unless someone is willing to take the daylights out of me …"
Brother-in-law stopped talking and looked at me calmly.
"Brother-in-law, please don’t tell Ye Huan." My eyes are wet. "Don’t let her worry about me."
"Why are you as stupid as your sister?" Brother-in-law sighed, "It’s exactly the same as brother and sister!"
"If it weren’t for Ye Huan, I would have died," I said. "I have to do this, even if my life is changed."
"But if you have one, will she live alone?" Brother-in-law looked at me coldly. "You’re the only one in the Lins’ family. You don’t even have a descendant to live up to the Lins’ ancestors? Do you want bispectrum to be lost? " Looking for blood by weight
"Brother-in-law, of course I don’t want to." I looked up. "Even if Ye Huan doesn’t live alone, I’m worth it. If I … then I’ll give you this pair of music. If you can find my sister, let her give you a son to inherit the Lins’ incense. If you can’t find it … then help me adopt a child …"
"Stop it!" Brother-in-law interrupted me, "Double-spectrum non-blood relatives can’t. Don’t say such things to me. My children can’t even learn the skills in the future."
"That … I saved Ye Huan and gave birth to a child."
"I will keep your secret." He looked at me. "But this secret will soon be known to Ye Huan. Be prepared and think about how to tell her …"
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I was stunned. "How can I explain this … this?"
"You treat Ye Huan like your sister treated me at the beginning." Brother-in-law turned around. "You don’t care what you pay for your beloved, but you don’t accept how much pain this person will have in his heart for so many years. I dare not think about her heart. This pain will tremble when I think about it. The longer it takes, the heavier it will get. Do you hope that Ye Huan will be like me in the future?"
"Of course I don’t!"
He secretly wiped the tears from the corner of his eyes. "It’s true that Lin Zhuo saved Ye Huan, but you have to live. Otherwise, you might as well let her go. If your life is changed for her, she will be worse than death. Let’s go with you. I’m sorry, if you don’t go with you, she will be more painful than me. There is a saying that you can die but not die. Are you going to punish that poor girl in Lou?"
This is like a knife, and my heart is deeply stabbed, making me tremble with pain.
Yeah, am I going to punish Ye Huan?
He turned to look at me. "Your sister gave you to me, and I have to be responsible for you. You can’t be so confused anymore, or you will be bitten by the double curse or the seven stars and the Taihe curse at any time."
I took a deep breath. "Brother-in-law, since I learned the double curse, I can’t calculate my future, and I don’t know what to do. You’re right. I can’t go like this. Your realm is much higher than mine. I should be able to work it out. You help me figure out what I should do. I will do it and I will never be vague again!"
Brother-in-law thought for a moment, turned around and walked to the desk, took a pen and paper and drew it up. I walked over and saw that the paper was a strange symbol, which made me puzzled. "Brother-in-law, what kind of tricks have I never seen before?"
"This is the Japanese Liuhe occupation of China, which has been lost for many years," he said. "We are too close, and it is difficult to interfere with this Liuhe occupation. Although it is troublesome, it is safe and very effective."
"Will it affect you if I speak like this?"
"Say whatever you want without you," he said, drawing in an orderly way.
I didn’t say anything for fear of disturbing him. Generally speaking, when talking about hexagrams, I can’t be distracted. Only when I read pure hexagrams can it work. Although this Liuhe is more rational, I’m afraid there are not many people who can achieve this level of brother-in-law.
So he is a bureau division.
Finally, he put down his pen and looked at the paper map for a moment. "Lin Zhuo, which girl did you spend the night with except Ye Huan these days?"
"Qiu Tingting" I said.
He looked up to see if I "slept together and didn’t happen"
"Yeah!"
"How do you face her after you don’t know?"
"Well, I want to ask Brother Donkey in a few days to see if he can do anything," I said.